Best I ever had

No matter what we go through..

The ups & downs

Good and bad..

You make it all worth it in the end..

I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world .

3.21.08

Sparkles & Such

I remember when I was like 10 or 11 my cousin came into the house on her 21st birthday.

She had on these platform silver glitter boots.

Knee high.

She told me when I was 21 she would give them to me .

I so looked forward to that day, too bad I would look like an idiot wearing them.

But still..

I love glitter & such.. especially pink ..

Well really I just love pink stuff...weird stuff.

ME stuff =]

 opi collection.. seen it in my grandma's red book magazine .. I need this 

Wish List

It's only been 10 days.. but it seems so much longer. 

Getting back into the swing of things, I've been interested in reading novels about prep school.

In my past life, for some reason that's appealing to me, and I would have went.

Anyway, here's a few of my wants in the NEAR future.

is he not the cutest thing ever ?

gets me every time. so damn adorable.

LOVE the shoes she has on. SOOO cute. The vest too. 

More to come soon...

Life is so PRECIOUS

I'm going to keep this short & simple. 

You really can go at ANYTIME.

Tomorrow is NOT promised.

Live as if today is your LAST.

Love like you never been HURT.

Laugh like you'll never get to again.

Cherish those who CHERISH you.

I love you Shedrick. Even if I can't be there in person I'm here for you regardless.

IF I had it like that I'd be there today.

 

I won't act like I knew him because I didn't.

But I know the affect you had on my boyfriend's life.

RIP T.J. 

I do know you are truly missed .

Dom & TJ

Shedrick & TJ

happy birthday to ME !

Soo today's my birthday.

21. WOOT WOOT.

It's raining outside. boooooooo.

I miss my boyfriend . SOOOO much.

I made some converse the other day but I don't know what size to get.

I heard they run small? I usually wear a 4, so does that mean I need to get a 3?

I love this picture.. borrowed it form cuban bunny ;)

 I need to know where I can get that.

PINK !!! 

sooner vs  later I will have lots of  lovey dovey pictures and you will all know how happy I am.

Chino Latino's for dinner tonight?

Hope I like it.

Birthday Plans.. or NOT.

So my 21st birthday is coming up. I want to be really cheap though. 

Whatever. Judge me if you want, but that's just how I roll.

Plus it's my day so I can do whatever I want.

I think the only thing I may purchase is my red velvet cake from target. [om nom nom]

and my pink converse that I made earlier today.

I tried to shop online earlier, I couldn't find anything ! booo.

I even went to Victoria Secret. NOTHING.

Everyone who knows me, knows I spend way too much money there.

Must be losing my touch.

I need a new journal too. So I'll add that to the list.

Happy 21st birth to me in 6 days.

Heyyy-ohhh.

Spinning out of Control

Certain things piss me off really bad. For example, when people are sneaky. If you have to sneak then you know the shit that your doing isn't okay. By all means we're all grown out here and if you feel the need to indulge in other people, then fuck being in a relationship. That's the bottom line. I'd rather you break that shit off, because there is no explanation/justification that will make cheating [and just to be clear there are all sorts of things that fall into the category of cheating] make it okay. 

I have a deep hatred for these type of people, who will lie their way through anything just have their cake & eat it to. That shit is immature whenever you get through and EVERYONE will eventually get hurt. 

Also little ass girls, who decide and think that it's okay to pursue someone when they knowingly KNOW that this guy has a girlfriend. Your fucking low. Really fucking low, and karma is a bitch.

That is all .