Monday, October 26, 2009

I am IRRITATED.


There are times when I just need to get away. I don't want to be bothered by anybody, I don't want to be asked what's wrong.. simply BECAUSE 9 time out of 10 there isn't anything you can do about it and your probably don't even care... your just asking to be

1) Nosey

or

2) because it sounds good.


I'm tired of people asking me that when they really don't care. I'm tired of being in this crazy atmosphere where there is no peace and I'm tired of dealing with damaged relationships that will only get fixed when it's convenient for you. That's NOT how the world works and that's not FAIR for you to do that just because you have a certain title. A title means nothing when you've asked " what can I do to make it better" and you refuse to do it. I'm tired of trying to make everyone around me happy, and I should have known from jump that sometimes you just can't make everyone happy. Sometimes in life it's time for you to be selfish because once you get to a certain point in your life you can NO longer be SELFISH and it will no longer be just about YOU. So I've come to the conclusion that if you don't give a F&*( about me then guess what the feeling is definitely mutual. If your not on anything then you need to remove yourself from my life, presence, and plain and simple just keep it moving. That goes for ANYBODY that falls into this category because if your bring negative energy to me then you don't want what's best for me and therefore there is no reason for you to even be apart of my life. I'm tired and my mom always told me when you get tired enough you will make the change that needs to be made. So kindly... EFF YOU! && your negative energy and if your feelings are hurt then it was probably geared toward you in the first place.