20 days til Summer ..

CARBS! My weakness

I work at DQ.. My dad got me a shirt w/ this logo on it from Te-HAS! ( spanish for texas )

CHIPOTLE !

MY sexy puerto rican .





burning carbs [hahahaha]


=]

All you need is love .

If you have not seen this movie you're missing out. This is hands down, my new favorite movie. It's so beautiful, and it's a tear-jerker if you're emotional like me. Which is sometimes a good thing, in my opinion and since this is my blog.. that's the only one that matters right now =]. Anyway, the film is obviously called I am Sam. Sean Penn plays an autistic father, and Dakota fanning is his little girl. I'm becoming a bigger fan of hers as I see more movies with her. Talented actress.

Another good movie : Hound Dog

another Dakota Fanning movie .

If anyone does watch it let me know what you think.

Something borrowed .

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Cliche

You know that saying you never know what you got until it's gone.. Well I knew what I had before he left.


lonely.

Transitions

"Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone, in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it even if they don't see it nearly enough" - Cubanbunny's blog



This pretty much sums up how I'm feeling about this whole long distance thing the second time around. I miss him, point blank period. We had the chance to get close over the last 5 months and it meant so damn much to me. To be around each other, to lay on him if I wanted to, or kiss him when I wanted to. People take that type of thing for granted being around their significant other, you know the whole " you never know what you have until it's gone".. ugh it sucks. Which you would think it would be easier since we've done this before, but I got so comfortable being around him, as the time got closer to me leaving it became more and more overwhelming. I have this happiness around him that's indescribable, and I just want that happiness back. I just want to laugh, and be on the beach again, throwing the Frisbee and making up our salsa dance =].. but unfortunately I have to wait, and I don't like waiting.



Trying to focus on the next time I see him is what I need to do, and trying to not be sad/upset is the second thing I need to do. But of course, things are always "easier said than done" blah blah blah blah. I basically just want what I want and I want it now. I sound like the little girl in Charlie & the Chocolate Factory who was a brat. So maybe I am a brat when it comes to him, I just want him back. Baby come back? Please

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Since I've been back there has only been ONE day of sunshine. I'm pretty sad about this, because I left 87 degree heat, which I am guilty of complaining about but still, I miss the sun ! It's supposed to rain for the next two days and although I hate the cold, it definitely reflects my mood because I miss him like crazy. June seems like it's forever & a day away and being long distance sucks. I know I can handle it, but sometimes I just want him to be able to come over and make everything better. Hopefully things will get better though, because no matter how slow time is going by it is passing, and pretty soon it will be June and time to see my baby!

I left my heart in Hampton, Va

In two days I'm going home, these TWO days will be the longest ever, well at least that's how it feels. The reason being is because I left my heart in hampton/maryland.. I became closer with three of the most amazing people ever + the most amazing boyfriend ever.. who left to maryland earlier today. I've packed up majority of my life in petersburg, where I basically just stayed to go to school, and I left every good, crazy, living life to the fullest, sad, stressed, mad ( which was very seldom) moments in the Hampton, VA. You know how you meet those type of friends who you have to see every day because they bring some short of sunshine into your life? They make it all worthwhile, well here's mine..


Jason aka " Sweater One" :


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Jason is the one who makes me laugh, and is always there to give you advice. He's one of a kind and he's such an amazing person, I honestly don't think Jason & I have ever argued. Despite the fact that we recently got close this semester he's a person I could see as a life long friend, he isn't your average "black guy" which is why I like him so much. He's just down to earth, and he tells it like it is, I hope this doesn't sound like a creepy here's a guy for sale or anything like that. He's just a good friend, and I'm glad he was brought into my life.. besides what guy in your life can you say almost walked into lady gaga and got arrested because he was too occupied texting. Yeah.. go head .. hate on it. Anyway Jason, if you see htis know that your amazing, and that you shouldn't change for anyone! I hope to visit Jersey soon so I can get a coney dog and have lots of fun ! COWBOY JASON! Yellow nipples & streaking on the private beach. Oh yeah and ROOT beer. =]


The Better One & The Letter One aka Livi & Matthew :




The other couple .. Jeeze I'm going to miss you two. Im so glad I got to know you know Livi, you've made my life that much more funnier with your amazingly random personality, and dances. Your hands down my favorite Berumudian although your the only bermudian I know but still, who says that matters. Matt your definitely one of a kind and the things you do are equally funny, I hope you two know how much you guys mean to me and have an amazing summer! I'm going to miss all the things that Matt you've already experienced and nine times out of 10 can tell us all how it works, and livi and your crazy dance moves, that come at the most random of times. Fendi too, even though he made me sneeze like there was no tomorrow, and getting to know all you two because we hung out so often, doing your hair and learning new things about different countries, fashion or where the conversation may take us. I can't wait until we do our cruise, get that condo in NY & get you on a track my sexy bermudian!


Last but DEFINITELY not least, the most amazing boyfriend ever... who took part of me to maryland and anywhere else you go this summer:




Baby.. baby.. Baby.. words can't describe how amazing you are. Especially that nose of yours ;).. this semester wouldn't have been complete without you and your the one who introduced me to these crazy amazing people. I miss you so much and it hasn't even been a whole day. I just want to thank you for everything, all the good times & bad because you can't have the good without the bad. I know I'm going to see you again but when you're with someone who makes it seems like the world is perfect and nobody can hurt me .. you always want to be around that person. This semester will forever be apart of me and I have you to thank for.. I can't wait for the many more to come...



Well people.. I just wanted to give a introduction to the amazing people who kept me sane, and loved while I was away from home. My second family.. I can't wait until I see you guys again. Until next time..