Monday, May 31, 2010

20 days til Summer ..














CARBS! My weakness

I work at DQ.. My dad got me a shirt w/ this logo on it from Te-HAS! ( spanish for texas )



CHIPOTLE !

MY sexy puerto rican .





burning carbs [hahahaha]


=]




Friday, May 28, 2010

All you need is love .




If you have not seen this movie you're missing out. This is hands down, my new favorite movie. It's so beautiful, and it's a tear-jerker if you're emotional like me. Which is sometimes a good thing, in my opinion and since this is my blog.. that's the only one that matters right now =]. Anyway, the film is obviously called I am Sam. Sean Penn plays an autistic father, and Dakota fanning is his little girl. I'm becoming a bigger fan of hers as I see more movies with her. Talented actress.

Another good movie : Hound Dog

another Dakota Fanning movie .

If anyone does watch it let me know what you think.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Something borrowed .

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Sunday, May 23, 2010

Cliche

You know that saying you never know what you got until it's gone.. Well I knew what I had before he left.


lonely.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Transitions




"Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone, in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it even if they don't see it nearly enough" - Cubanbunny's blog



This pretty much sums up how I'm feeling about this whole long distance thing the second time around. I miss him, point blank period. We had the chance to get close over the last 5 months and it meant so damn much to me. To be around each other, to lay on him if I wanted to, or kiss him when I wanted to. People take that type of thing for granted being around their significant other, you know the whole " you never know what you have until it's gone".. ugh it sucks. Which you would think it would be easier since we've done this before, but I got so comfortable being around him, as the time got closer to me leaving it became more and more overwhelming. I have this happiness around him that's indescribable, and I just want that happiness back. I just want to laugh, and be on the beach again, throwing the Frisbee and making up our salsa dance =].. but unfortunately I have to wait, and I don't like waiting.



Trying to focus on the next time I see him is what I need to do, and trying to not be sad/upset is the second thing I need to do. But of course, things are always "easier said than done" blah blah blah blah. I basically just want what I want and I want it now. I sound like the little girl in Charlie & the Chocolate Factory who was a brat. So maybe I am a brat when it comes to him, I just want him
back. Baby come back? Please

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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Since I've been back there has only been ONE day of sunshine. I'm pretty sad about this, because I left 87 degree heat, which I am guilty of complaining about but still, I miss the sun ! It's supposed to rain for the next two days and although I hate the cold, it definitely reflects my mood because I miss him like crazy. June seems like it's forever & a day away and being long distance sucks. I know I can handle it, but sometimes I just want him to be able to come over and make everything better. Hopefully things will get better though, because no matter how slow time is going by it is passing, and pretty soon it will be June and time to see my baby!