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So I'm going to try and write more on blog, it seems to help when you let things out more often than keeping them bottled up anyway. So today was pretty boring I didn't do much; just stayed in the house for the most part. I'm super anxious for school to start in August but at the same time I feel like stacks of bills are piling up in front of me and I'm anxiously looking for a way to bring them down. I've been working at Dairy Queen now for about 3 1/2 years, and I'm currently suppose to be in Hampton, Va for summer school. But as the current situation is: I am not. For various reasons but the number one reason being that Hampton University is a HBCU ( Historically Black College & University) and although it's suppose to be prestigious it sucks horribly. They are so unorganized and rude it's ridiculous. So anyway seeing as I'm back in Minnesota I thought I could stock up on some hours but because of this "Wonderful" economy we live I am not getting barely any hours AT ALL. I'm currently " ON CALL" for the next month and I'm suppose to leave in a month. How grand is that? Oh so very grand; because during this time my phone bill will rise as well as crappy left over bills from the doctor because my insurance is RETARDED not to mention the great decision I decided to make when investing in a credit card at the young and tender " i think I'm grown" age of 18. Please people if you haven't gotten credit card please DO NOT DO IT. It's like a ticking time bomb, and so easily able to get you into knee deep debt. Which is why I responsibly decided to tear mine to pieces and once it's paid off I will feel completely free. So on top of those wonderful things that are building up I also need to come up with 400 dollars for a housing deposit and 100 dollars to send a paper to the school saying " Yes, I will be attending in the fall" NEVER in my LIFE did I know a paper could be so expensive. GRRR.

So as all this happening I'm waiting to get an award letter from the school letting me know how much they will give me for the school year. I really think Financial Aid could be so much more helpful just because it seems like they don't give you anything at all. I mean the school is like 22,000 a year I guess and I mean what I MAY get like 2 in grants but then I have to turn around and take out a crap load of loans and that's frustrating because then I have to pay those BITCHES back. That's not okay at all. I mean seriously, with the government spending so much money on things that are a little less important I definitely think we should be able to get more help for school; because honestly 2 grand ain't shit when I need to come up with 20 more. You think I got that shit stowed away. Not even. I wish.