School.

There are definitely a lot of things I could say about this topic. Im super excited to be starting at Virginia State but I'm also very confused and frustrated because I thought there was more help out there to be able to pay for school. It sucks to not have amazing credit already and always needing a co-signer. I'm so close to my goal, seriously I can like reach out and grab it and it's driving me insane. I guess I want it to be handed to me, but OF COURSE nothing in life is handed to you. NOTHING. So I need to suck it up and look harder. But everywhere I look as far as scholarships go there for high school seniors. Boo to them...

On a good note I've decided to minor in spanish major in nursing. Super excited about that of course, they always need people who can speak two languages you know. Bilingual means more money and who doesn't love money. I'm hoping I make so much money that I can use my first year salary and pay all my loans back. Wouldn't that be amazing. I definitely think it would, or I win the lottery in like the last year of college. That would be even more amazing.. ahhh the wonders of your imagination. Oh gee. Well I thought this definitely deserved a post, had to get it off my mind so now I can pretend that Im not going to think about it up until the time I need to leave. 3 weeks, I've never been so indecisive about a time period in my life. Sigh...