Today I was upset. frustrated. COLD. very COLD.

Let's start with this ridiculous weather, the temp in the car says 67.. that is BS. I had a sweatshirt on today and was still cold. It was gloomy out. It felt like the beginning of FALL. This is NOT okay MN. NOT OKAY.

For the past TWO days I have put up with this and I want my REAL summer weather ASAP.

Im glad I could have this conversation with you MN weather. Now straighten up and act right.

I am upset because it seems like it's impossible for me to get the remaining amount of money that I need in order to start school in the fall. I am trying to be patient and have faith. I am very big on faith and hope so this is definitely a test. I hope to pass with flying colors but this is becoming very frustrating. Which brings me to my last emotion of the day.

Frustration. My family is very dysfunctional. Look it up in the dictionary and you will see a picture of MY family. Not even pretending to be FUNCTIONAL in the picture no.. not at all. There is pure entertainment going on in this picture, with my 8 year old brother acting like he is TWO. He is very spoiled and takes advantage of being the baby of the family, ( which most people should say I need to give him the benefit of the doubt, but if you could be in the same room with him for 24 hours without wanting to fight him KUDOS to you. )

I am going to be okay. I am determined to make this goal possible. But for now I needed to vent; and the best place that I could think of would be my blog at 2:35 in the morning. Im not as whiny as this post makes me. And with that being said ( for you lilly, I started a sentence with AND :) ) I will end this post on a good note.

My boyfriend makes me smile. He's the best. He is the sunshine of my life. :)

I am happy again.