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So.. I am liking this whole blogging thing. It's easier to just write on the cpu because I'm on here more vs trying to write thoughts out the old fashion way. So right now Im frustrated beyond words.. but in order for me to actually do an entry I have to try and put how I feel into words..

So there's this situation I'm going through right now and Im trying to get a grip over on it. Im trying to be understanding and to realize that not everybody has been raised like me. But I'm not going to lie it's so hard. It's hard because you don't know what the right thing is to do. It's hard for all these various reasons and it's much easier to just be frustrated and to cut that person out.. but I can't..I mean I don't feel like taking the easy way out is the right thing to do. Someone told me that it's hard transition especially if someone is the total opposite. I mean honestly I feel like someone who is exactly like me would kind of be irritating.. not to say that irritate myself.. I mean well..whatever.. but anyway Im just sort of stuck right now.. I mean I just I know what I want and I know that good things come to those who wait.

This entry actually isn't even going the way I want it to go, I have so many thoughts and Im feeling so many things that I still can't seem to put them into words. For them to be clear, because right now everything is foggy and it's not making sense.. but I mean.. ughh.. i dunno..

It is what it is for right now, and whatever is suppose to happen will and if I can keep that in mind I think that things will get better. Repeating yourself isn't going to change anything, but then again closed mouths don't get fed so..