I HATE you.

I HATE you..

For...

Making me laugh. Making me smile.

Making think all this shit was even worthwhile.

Giving me false hope, playing with my emotions.

Falling into this trick

A mirage perhaps?

I just want to leave and never look back

I don't wanna over react but it's already been done..

Im frustrated because..

This is something I can't control.

This is something that's out of my hands..

The tears. You don't see.

The smile.. stationary.

The anger.. you don't feel.

The music i have to feel you through...

the fact that we're trying to get closer but steadily growing apart.

Am I trippin.. oh i haven't even started.

I want to understand

I want to be the best.

I want to not even fit with the rest.

I wanna scream. Laugh. Cry. Yell. 

Uncontrollable.

It hurts, but why?

Trust.. hmmm..

If you don't have trust you don't have nothing..

If you don't have time.. then how can you even call this a relationship.

Im not attacking. Im not giving up.

Im just frustrated. You don't understand.

We're opposites. 

Attracted.